Wat Happen To the World?

blog yesterday le.
but blog again.
i tik i like yesterday's entry.
abt CL refresher camp!
its fun.
read it.
Be a CL soon.
desire it.
God will help u.
amen.
i feel terrible when i upsat him.
i dun wan this to happen.
but it keep happening.
wat am i suppose to do?
hmmm..seek God..hehe!
nth better to do.
look look see see.
people's life is in a mess.
but here i am enjoying life.
wat the hell is that?
i wan them to enjoy life like me.
rather den i suffer with them.
i wan them to noe my source of Joy,thats Jesus.
some of them noe Jesus,But still..they are in a mess.
y?
bcoz they didn't seek Him.
i am rite.
or they dun lurve Him?
crying in my heart.
pain..
my pain is a tiny portion of God's pain.
coz He lurve them more den i do.
yup.
i tot cutting is painful?
i tot its stupid.
but y ppl still do that?
pls dun.
its dumb.
i dun understand y.
& i dun wana understand.
but i noe i am in a clear mind.
a person who is in a state of clear mind speak common sense.
Jesus is the answer of everything.
its true.
y dun u blive?
i am tired of wat i am doing.
study & study.
thankful that Jesus is with me :)
decided not to attend skool till 30 may.
pointless.
dun wana waste time in skool ! ;)
hack care of that freaking yeong.
hehe.
dun judge ppl by looks.
so wat if he is handsome?
wats inside him?
character matter most.
thats how God look at ppl ya?
wear the "godly contact lens".
lolx !
not intending to give up.
i lurve Him more & more each day.
dun dare to imagine my life without Jesus.
without Him..living is pointless le.
my frenz dun understand.
but who cares?
thats my life.
i choose Jesus all the way.
thats my choice.
hate the world.
but i noe my purpose in e world.
i noe God is gonna bring me out of this freaking world soon.
i am looking forward to meet Him face to face!
gonna live life to the fullest !
thats my birth-right.
do i sound negative?
nope i am not !
i juz feel sad for ppl who dun noe Jesus.
i am reali sad.
i hate to see this.
but how can i not feel anything?
God..tell me wat to do?
other den that.. there is more in me.
nth went smooth nowadays.
was reminded once again.
trust.
rely on God.
coz He is reliable.
He is!
Focus.
child-like faith.
my God is so faithful.
i have joy.
even when probs bothers me.
bcoz i have Jesus.
arhh! enough .. :)
i feel like changing my blog skin again..
opps.
my moo moo too childish liao lar.
but its cute.
hehe.
thanx joey for the moo moo.
lurve u !
anyone help me to change blogskin?
hehehe! ma fan le..
nowadays... i am crazy abt cosmetics!
make up is so fun!
some ppl tik its ugly.
but i still lurve it.
its my dream to be a make up artist.
wana go & learn & be a specialist.
yay!
but i will follow where God wants me to be arh` Hehe.

Yu`Hoo CL Refresher Camp =))

Yoz.. i am back.. haha! hmmmm... it have been sometime that i haben been blogging... exam coming lor.. no time :] anyway.. its still coming.. but i am reali excited coz i juz came back frm the refresher.. & its reali cool :) so sad.. only 2 days 1 nite.. how i wish we could have more! but i tik the communities will die off lar.. lolx ! it begins with the faithful sunday..woke up early & go off ! haha...tis time abit diff... we got a chance to slack for few hours.. when we went into e hall .. [Joyce:"wow this is the place where i converted !! last time this is the place to hold service, now it can fill all the CLS!!"] haha! naturally, ppl ard will entertain her abit..smile smile and walk off.. haha!! but *tik tik* our church reali grow alot !! its reali a *wow* ! :) went to check in.. me,jency and yu qian went into our room & we are so happy ! (coz we saw beds) haha ! reali comfy.... but who knows... i only enjoy awhile, shuz told us that we are in the wrong room~ *arbish* !! hehe.. nvm lor.. we change.. this time... my room mates change to yu qian & joyce le.. :) wow tell u! the new room stinks ! *puke* but its e carpet smell lar.. nvm i still feel comfy as i get use of the smell le mah.. heez ! wow.. at nite.. the ministering time.. the presence of the Lord was real awesome ! we pray & worship as if we are already in heaven liao... i was reali touch & i was reminded abt child-like faith to God & my promiz to God that i wan to be a impactful woman :) oh ya.. & 1 special prayer that i had made.. [ting:"God..Hold My bladder..."] *jency teach me one..* (opps) haha! cool ! we went supper.. mid nite 12 still at PS... wow.. *ah beng arh..* haha ! ate cheezy hotdogs ! woo~ hmmmm..den go back & slp liao lor.. heez! the second day! more of fun & fellowship.. sleeping with joyce can be a blessing.. *really?* haha! (well...its for u to find out..c'mon, try it ! ) lolx ! i wasnt woke up by the morning calls...wasnt woke up by my room mates... but was waken up by joyce's morning calls to others.. in another words..joyce give other ppl morning calls but din wake us up*same rm eh..*! haha! hha.... soon, i heard her singing.. i told myself.. "i better wake up soon!" *blehz* k lar.. dun condem her liao lar.. she is a good leader k.. heez ! we played the "amusing race"haha! but reali fun.. tell u... i reali enjoy it.. hmmm... to me..i dun fancy running..esp in town.. but tis time.. i reali enjoy it..*so can u imagine how fun it is?* was in collin's(did i spell correclty?) grp.. frm the whole CL refresher... one thing i bring back home is collin's leadership.. i wun forget.. i am totally inspire by him.. mayb can roughly say wat happen.. we were at one of the station.. we got a detour card & the forfeit was to go to a ATM machine to draw $20 & show receipts to the station master..only 2 person were to go.. e rest of the grp wait.. we wait so long eh ! & we are losing.. haha.. (tis game is abt speed..we cant afford to be slow) some ppl is getting inpatient.. but u noe wat collin say? he says "when they come back lets affirm them ok?" and he wanted to buy drinks for them.. and at the mean time encoursaging us.. i noe he wants to win de.. while we are running... we wanted us to slow down as he was afriad that we are tired.. & more.. impossible to type down all ba :) frm him.. i learn that goals is not the most impt..(its impt thou) but its the condition of the ppl..this is love ! :) oh ya.. as wat i say.. we are slow.. we have to reach the destination by 4pm.. we can choose not to finish the race if 4pm is near, but collin choose to finish it thou 4pm is reali near.. when we reach the destination..we are called to go up to stage & e whole church clap for us.. haha.. we are the last grp! lolx ! i*ehh` i nv experience winning de leh..* 1 thing i learn is we can be slow but we muz persevere to finish the race of God.. dun give up..*but if can.. fast lar..dun slow* lolx ! can be slow but not slow down lar ! :p btw..the grand prize is $120 starbucks coupons..*attractive*? our slogan is .. "every drop of coffee matters" haha ! no lar.. crap only.. we are told to write all our struggles on a plate.. den at closing ceromony.. we smash it! represent victory..shatter all the struggles :] amen ! Jesus is the victory ! hmmmm.... i lurve it =) wana bring one more ppl to go next year ! anyway..talk abit abt my leg.. haha! its getting better.. had an injection.. :( below my bone grow something ar.. den e doc suck it out.. den if it grow again or still swollen within 6 more weeks.. mus operation.. quite excited lar.. *crazy*? no lar... if can take it out den y not? hehe ! but i trust God :) really.. yay! if u tik camps is fun..let me tell u..thats only a tiny mini of heaven.. :) noe wat i mean ya? haha !

---come for camps ! u'll nv regret it mann` !! ---

Call Me Crazy!

its a big thing.... my specc broke liao.. haha! when hui ru sit on it.... i can see the guitly look .. haha.. but i reali not angry~ its juz cannot accept it... coz the life span of tis pathetic specc is only 1 week.. b4 that i already broke twice le... haha!! i put myself into hui ru's shoe.. *smelly* haha! no lar.. i tik if i am her...i will feel many many times more upsat den me... i noe she is not in purpose de lar.. its ok =) $100 fly lo... haha... abit heart pain lar.. *hee* anyway.. huiru, if u got to see tis.. juz wana tell u.. "its okay lar!!" anyway... exam.... jiayou jiayou !!!!!!! haha.. anyway..exam also not bad lar.. the time pass very fast.. i tik studying is not that bad lar.. quite enjoyable.. *call me crazy* !! haha! Pray that i can score well ba.. but abit cuu`koo lar.... watever i study..all nv come out.... come out all the funny ques.. haha! but its ok.. pray that O level will com out :pPpPp now everyday of my life i am either at mac or gek poh study room... kinda same thing everyday lar.. haha! oh ya~ something marlu happen to me again.. haha.. that day.. i went to mac & wanted to study.. as usual..saw many Jurong ppl & also my frenz.. when i go & say hello..................... *opps* !! someone realise that my tank top wear opp! shutt mann` !! haha! noe that ppl is going to laugh..i laugh first~ to avoid more paiseh-ness.. hehe.. *sly*?? hehe.. k lar.. anyway also get used to this kind of paiseh-ness liao.. if u noe me long enough.. all the incidents add up also can become a book liao :pPppp.. haha! wow~ tell u..... on tue.. i went orchard~ *nth special??* nope u are wrong mann.. hehe.... i went orchard with mingshi (1st amaze-ments) wearing my skool U *full uniform eh..* (2nd amaze-ments) with my hair tied up *it look reali ugly* (3rd amaze-ments) carrying my heavy skool bag (4th amaze-ments) to & fro with Bus *i hate e long dist* (5th amaze-ments) shopping in taka & not eating cheezy hot-dogs*yummy!!!*(6th amaze-ments) going into e liabery & read*heh??* (7th amaze-ments) haha!! i tik only 7.. hmmm... haha! juz for ur info~ i will nv go out with my skool bag & uniform & of coz wit my hair tie upp`.. coz my hse is juz 5mins walk away frm skool~ not so cuu`koo to carry everything that belong to e skool & walk abt :p but...... i am that cuu`koo!*i went orchard* (blehz) i am crazy nowadays.... hyper~ can laugh & laugh.... do stupid things... reali stupid~ haha! mayb exam till sort liao le.. pardon me mann` *opps* lotsa singlish~ hehe! (typical singaporeans) well.. are u proud of ur country?? *oh no!!* haha! opps Gotta Go~

--- Entering into the presents of God is the best of the best! reali..gotta experience God urself..personally..u'll nv noe.. :) not only that..bring ppl into e present of God too! Amen!!---